Very Much Drunk

Watched Grey’s and loved it! Although it wasn’t what I expected it was still pretty good. I personally like drama shows. I was addicted to St Elsewhere when it was on and a few other medical drama shows. Grey’s I like because of the human side too. I liked that they showed Izzy mourning. I liked how George’s new flame bonded ever so slightly with the regulars. I loved Bailey caring enough to stop Denny’s body and say she was sorry.

I am caught between wanting this much drama in my life and living the comfortable life I lead. I enjoy that my world is so predictable. I know when and how everything will happen even down to idiot husband yelling at the boy for ridiculous things. But I would love the passion. Wanting something so bad you are willing to give it up. Wanting to have something that heals or breaks your heart. That raises your blood pressure and your desire. I have lived the drama and sometimes miss it. Someday maybe I will tell you all how I used to be but for now be satisfied that the elder of the group lived a much more elaborate life than she has led to believe.